Quandary for now

As I continue my spiritual work, what will I have to contend with, not only in the world, but how many of my personal demons will hinder and thwart me in my determination to acquire, live, seek and recognize truth; and advance my realization and evolution so that it affects the world consciousness in a positive way? What thought train should I take to its logical or intuitive conclusion to allow me access to an inner orientation that will result in greater than average results in the pursuit of alleviating suffering and enlightening everyone I meet and initiate a positive wave of influence?